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I have called you friend

on October 29, 2014

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Déjà vu… it happens all too often lately.  One simple statement from my kids and I am instantly whisked back to my own childhood. My daughter got off the bus with her usual cheery smile, but I sensed something was wrong.

“Who did you sit with at lunch today?”

Nobody.”

My heart dropped to the floor.  She said that the table where all the girls were at was full, and that she went to the empty table and no one sat with her.  As she spoke, I had to hold back tears as I remembered so many similar days at my school.

I must have been about my daughters age-there were 10 to a lunch table, and all the “popular girls” sat at the main table.  There were 12 girls in our class, and the 11th girl and I sat at the other table every day.  One day a girl from the “popular table” was not there and I made a bold choice- I decided to sit where I always did, because I didn’t want my friend to sit alone, and because,well- that’s just where I always sat.  So I got out my lunchbox… I can still remember where I sat, and how the light filtered through the cafeteria windows.  I watched in slow motion as my friend came through the cafeteria lunch line….and sat at the table of 10.  She chose them over me.  I was crushed.

I went home that day and remember thinking I could never go back to school.  Ever again.  I stayed home from school the following day. I said I was sick, and really I was!  Sick to my stomach because I felt like the only girl in the world without a friend.

And I tell my daughter this story and tell her that she will never, ever, find a truer friend than her sister.  As quickly as I tell her this, she interrupts me and says “No, mom!  JESUS is our best friend!”

Oh how right she is!

No longer do I call you servants, for the servant does not know what his master is doing; but I have called you friends, for all that I have heard from my Father I have made known to you.  John 15:5

The next morning, as we waited for the bus, I told her to look for someone at lunch who needs a best friend- because she already has one- Jesus!  And there are so many people out there who don’t know this Friend of hers- and He wants to be their friend, too.  I tell her it is so simple- just love people and show them that you care about them.

Be strong and of good courage, do not fear nor be afraid of them; for the Lord your God, He is the One who goes with you. He will not leave you nor forsake you.  Deuteronomy 31:6

He is with us wherever we go, He will never leave or forsake us, and we are never alone.

Jesus is all the world to me:
  My life, my joy, my all.
He is my strength from day to day;
  Without Him I would fall.
When I am sad, to Him I go;
No other one can cheer me so.
When I am sad, He makes me glad;
  He’s my Friend.  

 by Will Thompson

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13 responses to “I have called you friend

  1. paulfg says:

    “I tell her it is so simple- just love people and show them that you care about them.”

    Tissues please … (and thank you – they are “good wet eyes”) 🙂

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  2. This is a tender post dear girl and right on the mark. As people we can be so mean but Jesus living through us we can show His amazing love. Have a great day Julie v

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  3. kcg1974 says:

    Your daughter is lucky too, to have you for a “friend.” So hard to see them go through all of life’s ups and downs. Thank God for Jesus.

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    • Julie Harris says:

      “Thank God for Jesus”- amen to that! It breaks my heart watching then go through the same things I went through growing up. I pray that they will continue to come to me as they get older. Blessings to you!

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      • kcg1974 says:

        Knowing the kind of mother you are (through your writings) I have no doubt that they will. Even more so as they grow to become wives and mothers themselves one day. You are a powerful role model for them, Julie. Tender, loving and inspiring too. God Bless.

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  4. What a great post! School really can be hard sometimes, but your kids are so lucky to have a mom who taught them about who their Best Friend is. With a Friend like Him, they’re going to be just fine…. thanks for sharing this!

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    • Julie Harris says:

      Thank you for your encouragement! I think my daughter handled it way better than I when she sat alone that day. We can get through anything with Jesus- even those awkward adolescent school years 🙂 Many blessings to you!

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  5. Brittany says:

    Oh bless her heart! I too had trouble like that. Thank you for sharing how God is the best friend & father we could ask for!

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  6. vw1212 says:

    So lovely. Love how you dealt with the situation. Pray her faith grows. vw

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